HEALING

I am invoking all the saints, bodhisattvas, angels and allowing them to come and guide me in my journey to life.  Not that you completely left me, I think, I know that all of you are always there but I have distrusted people and even divine beings who have nothing but the highest love and desires for me.  I have felt so alone that I thought I was abandoned.   I open my heart to the truth of what is, that love is within me.  I should not wait for love.  I should give love and love will come back to me.  All my life I have been waiting for that love.  I have read and have been told that I am enough.  What exactly does that mean?  Like others I need to feel love and give love and be love in return.  But I am not getting it.  Love has no time, has no space, has no dimension, and has no expectations, no rules, no rewards, no consolations, no lacks, no wants, no sight, no hearing, and no thinking.  Love is not something that you "have" and love is not something to be had.  But does love has a feeling?  No, love has no feelings either.  The love with feelings is an earthly love which is not bad.  Your soul purpose is universal love.  Love has only one thing to be called love – giving.  Love is giving.  Love is not wanting or needing.  It is only giving and should be unconditional.  When you are giving you love.  There are so many opportunities to love and so why do I not love?  What is stopping me from loving?  Love is not a reward, love is not the reward.  Love is not a prize, love is not the prize.  But I am only human.  I am stubborn.  I forget.  I get impatient.  I get lonely.  I get depressed.  I.   I.   I.  I?  Who is the I?  That which you are calling “I” is love.  So why are you waiting for love when you are love?  What’s stopping you from loving?  What’s stopping you from helping other people?  You do but don't give up.  What’s stopping you from opening yourself up?  What is still hurting you?  What is still bothering you?  Let it out and be free of them.  Be naked in the face of God.  Be vulnerable to the rest of the world.  Your example is a catalyst for freedom to flow, for love to grow.  Isn’t that what you want?  So why are you hiding?  So why are you keeping still?  The world needs you now.  You will see that you will have love far beyond your expectations.  You will have love more than you can contain.  Your cup will overflow.  Love is not somebody else in the house.  Love is not somebody to hold hands with.  Love is not somebody you can kiss.  Love is not something you marry.  Love is not something you join.  On the contrary love is what you give away.  Love is what you let go.  There is a much higher love than that.  If you have that take care of it and be happy and nurture each other.  If you do not have that “image” it does not mean that you do not have love.  Love is not an image.  Love is not even a manifestation.  Love is not stagnant.  You cannot just say you love the world and not do anything about it.  Love is action, conscious compassionate considerate kind discerning action.  Yes love should be discerning, that’s the time that you are showing love to yourself.  All of you are not vibrating yet at the same higher level frequency.  Until then you should be discerning.  But practice openness, compassion, conscious loving actions.  Love should not stay inside of you.  Love should not be waiting inside of you waiting to be love.  Bring out the love in you.  The partner is not the goal.  You are the goal.  So what exactly is I am the goal?  You are infinite in a limitless universe and endless incarnations.  Do you still need to be depressed?  That is what you don’t see and what is making you impatient.  You lose your focus and your purpose.  Love is not a competition.  Love is not a game.  There are no losers and winners in love.  You are not a loser if you do not have anybody or have lost somebody.  All the things that have happened to you, they are all nothing.  I repeat – nothing.  And I am not being harsh or judgmental on that one.  No I am not validating or invalidating you or anyone.  Your sadness, your sorrows, your hurts, your broken hearts, your pain, your losses, your aches and so on and on are nothing.  That time when your boyfriend told you that he is moving in with someone else and you are so heartbroken and your dad picked you up.  You could not cry inside the car but your father knows your pain and he loves you and asks forgiveness of you.  I know you have forgiven him and have forgiven yourself.  Even those times of happiness, of joys, of bliss, of job promotions, of your first kiss, your peak experiences, they are all nothing.  Nothing in comparison to what I can give you.  Sure you should be happy about them but don’t lose sight that if it is the opposite it does not mean that you have been slighted.  What do you love?  I am asking you Samme what you love.  Do you love your past, your hurts, and your broken heart?  I can give you some more of those.  Show me what you love and I will give it to you.  Do not show me what you don’t love, show me what you love.  We are not your enemy.  We are your friends.  We are much more than love.  We already know what you want but we want you to show it to yourself.  We want you to give it to yourself.  We want you to allow yourself.  We want you to open yourself.  Do you get it now?  Do not forget.  This time you will never forget.  You can be much more than what you are now.  Your healing has begun.  Keep on walking forward to the light and love all the way.  You invoked all the angels, all the bodhisattvas and all the saints.  They are all around you.  They are always around you.   But listen closely who is talking to you.  Listen closely.  Listen like you’ve never listened before.  I have always been here for you.  I never abandoned you.  I was more hurt than you were in your loneliest times.  But you never know what it is for me.  You were never alone.   You are love.  I love you!

You are not healed.  You are love.  You cannot heal love.  Love is love.  There was never anything wrong with love.  There was never anything wrong about you.  You just forget and now you remember.  You have shed some layers and parted veils to see your truth.  Accept the truth that you are love.  Your true nature is love.